Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Back to blogging. Well today I am using black colour for
a reason. This post is to talk about my grandma and her past history.
She passed away not long ago and I still cant get over it.
Oh well, I hope I will eventually do. Thanks to Asher for
helping me make a video on her maple version!
Ok heres a breif history on her background:
She gave birth to 10 children. All of them
were married except for 2. Her husband often
forced her to do those tough and tiring house work.
Her children understand her pain and helped her out often.
She was loved by all of her kids and they vowed to make their
own kids, her grandchildren to love her as well.
21st November 1990, I Perry aka Judaiyoh, was
borned into this world. My dad taught me to love my grandma.
When I was young, I was frequently under the care of both
of my grandmothers because my parents was
busy and only had time at night to look after me.
I did not understand teo chew although i was a teochew so
I had my other grandma and my dad or mum to translate for me.
Almost all of her grandchildren loved her as well
as her sons & daughter in laws.
She dislike people quarreling with each other so ppl like me,
I often try and avoid quarrels. When I was young,
every sunday we will go to pasir ris and visit her until my sis & I took
our O levels. Sometimes, we looked foward to the visits, sometimes
we were not. My grandma is very protective of all of her
grand children and somehow, I became her fav grandson.
Every year on my birthday, I will call her to come not because
I want ang pao, because I want her to enjoy the celebration as well.
She also start to pamper both Lucky & Lexie and when shes
over at my house, Lucky will keep her company. That was before Lexie
came. When Lexie was bought, she also followed Lucky's action
and treat my grandma as if shes like their own. This pleased
me as well as my mum and now we believe that SHIH TZUS
CAN SENSE PPL FEELINGS!!!!! However, this year 2009,
something happened that stun this happiness.
Febuaray 2009, my grandma had a serious stomach ache
and couldnt eat or drink. Btw, for the past year in 2008, she has
been living my aunts place cause she was abused by my grandpa.
That time, I was shifting house so she couldnt came over as well.
My grandma had this problem since last year around dec.
But it was delayed till now. Cause her kids thought it was minor.
However, they were wrong. She was diagnosed with cancer 3rd stage
and there was no cure for that and she have 6 more months to live.
My dad break the news to us. Upon hearing that, I sacrificed a few things.
My outings with my classmates, camp mates, team satisfaction
& dueling mates. She moved straight into my hse. During CNY,
we had a happy celebration & I was glad she loved playing
black jack! Around march, I was given a free ticket to thailand. My
grandma sponsored me a few thousand thai baht to enjoy myself.
Thanks to Peekarat's help & Roy for sending me off to the airport.
In Thailand, not only did i buy stuff for my frens & family & lucky & lexie,
but for my grandmas as well. Since she wanted a coin purse,
I bought one with some nice designs on it made with pure
thai silk. I was glad to see her happy when I passed her my gift.
Peekarat came to stay over at my hse and he
also made her happy. She tell me mum she wanted to celebrate
her great grand children, Lucky & Lexie bday before
she passed away. She was given that opportunity.
As days passed, she became weaker & weaker and
during that time I was in school, Lucky & Lexie kept her company
and played in front of her. When she sleeps, they stop playing and also
sleep. Everyday when I come home, I will ALWAYS greet
her without fail. Likewise, my family all do the same.
My friend, Roy, Farhana & Ming Hui who often came also
greeted her as well as Aliff & Yee tat, Asher, Ben, Wei Yang
& Kai. 1 month after Lexie's birthday, she was admitted
into the hospital. I visited her a few times due to the strict restriction
they have among ppl. There was one time, I was late for
Chao Jun's birthday because of that. I hope he understands why
so. When she showed no hope of recovering,
she requested to come to pasir ris to rest there.
On 30th aug, she rested there and at night she passed away.
9pm I heard the news and was shocked! I cried on the spot
and didnt wanted to take the exams on that day. I dun
even have the mood to talk to anyone. It happened too fast!
I will miss her on my birthday every single year.
Even though, I didnt understand wad you are talking
most of the time, I always loved her.
I never blame you even though I missed my class outings,
team satisfactions outings, camp mates couting this & that.
I wanted to care for you til they end!
I think I have done my best & thanks to those
who understands. I want to thank
Aliff, Roy, Ming Hui, Farhana, Evelina, Kin Phng,
Asher, Jue Ying, Sarah, Kai, Wee Hong & Wendy for understanding
& consoling me. Even though it happened during
my exam period, I will never ditch you.
To my grandma, Rest In Peace.
I will never forget you....
*Must accept fate but I cant*
On the way home from the ris crouten hotel.
This was the last time she smiled in a photo Taken by my aunt
During my mum's mum bday. She was enjoying herself
She never fails to give a bday present =). Thats wad so sweet about her.
Grandma, I will miss you






Perry aka Judaiyoh sanctuary
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About Perry aka Judaiyoh

The name's Perry Teo Hee Yong AKA Judaiyoh!

Currently studying in Singapore Polytechnic.

Just a normal dude who loves fun and adventure

Love all my family, friends, god siblings & Lucky & Lexie!
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Loves

Animals(except pests)

Playing Sports

Watching & taking videos

Chilling out

Animal Breeding

Trustworthy & Fun loving ppl

Gaming

Hates

Bias people

Backstabbers

Petty & Short tempered dudes

People who shows me sickening attitude.

Disgusting things

Being treated as spare tyre

Being left out

Profile

Age - 19 +

Birthday - 21st November

Horoscope sign - Scorpio

Zodiac sign - Metal Horse

Idol - Steve Irwin

Guardian Dragon - Stardust Dragon

Main Card - Elemental Hero Neos

Chat

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Links

Abigail
Aliff
Ben
Benny
Bobby
Bruce
Calissa
Cindy
Celine aka DOTTY
Cheryl
Coke
Class Blog(5-11)
Class Blog(DIT)
Club Pets
Daphne
Delconi
Derrick
Da Jie aka Samantha
Eunice
Evelina jie
Evonne aka miEvonne
Huey Wen
Ivan
Jane
Jue Ying
Judai videos
Kai bro
Kian Hwee
Keith
Leo
Lester
Lumin
Marcus
Martin
Ming Hui
Natalie
Natsume
Pei Shan
Pei Wen
Petriene
Phelia
Qian Hui
Qiu Hua
Ren Zhong
Roy
Sarah aka Da jie
Sheryl Ann
Siao Huan
Siling
Sky
Stephanie
Taufiq
Thomas aka junior
Ting Ting
Vivianne
Wee Hong
Yao Ming
Zander
Zig Zach

Memories

July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
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December 2009
January 2010
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October 2010
November 2010
February 2011
July 2012

Song


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



Wishes for 2010/div>

1)Score Well for poly exams this sem
2)Find my one true love
3)Lexie gave birth to puppies
4)Let my friends try my secret recipe
5)A new sling bag
6)Learn/ Invent more recipes (must try at least 7)
7)New sports towel
8)New water bottle
9)Nice birthday gifts
10)Learn how to ice skate properly
11)My 7 wishes will come true
12)A new pair of sneakers
13)A new bag
14)Redecorate my room
15)New wallet
16)New watch
17)A new pair of skates
18)Do my best for SP badminton competition
19)Break another harvest moon animal parade record
20)DX T-Shirt(The one with the 2 words behind)
21)Minor adjustments in my life
22)Find a suitable owner for my deck & my crystal beast deck
23)Redye my hair
24)Lovely xmas presents
25)A new pair of sport shoes
26)i pod touch/ i phone
27)Black or Blue Beanie
28)Outing with cousins again
29)My own room
30)PSP(this time , I will look after it well)
31)A new pet

Credits

Designer - LiTtL3 aH mA
Brushes - x
Hoster - Photobucket
Softwares - Photoshop CS3